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(3 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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hah.

current mood: dead</td></tr><tr><td align=right colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:8pt; border-top: 2px solid #FF9900; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">

(7 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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<br> <table cellspacing=0 cellspacing=0 width=150 style="border: 0px; width:465px"><tr><td align=left valign=center colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:14pt; border-bottom: 2px solid #FF9900; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">10:34 pm - <b>About the LAN Party</b></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 valign=top <blockquote>Some interesting tidbits from the LAN Party:

Cans of caffinated drink consumed: 107
Number of people in attendance throughout the night: 14
Time it started: 7pm Sunday
Tme it ended: 4pm Monday

On another subject, cheap publicity stunts to get ratings rule.

current mood: amused
current music: Hot Lesbian Action on WWE</td></tr><tr><td align=right colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:8pt; border-top: 2px solid #FF9900; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">

(1 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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<br> <table cellspacing=0 cellspacing=0 width=150 style="border: 0px; width:465px"><tr><td align=left valign=center colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:14pt; border-bottom: 2px solid #FF9900; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">2:06 pm - <b></b></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 valign=top <blockquote>LAN Party. My house. Tomorrow night. 7pm.

You're all invited. Anyone that can read this. Yes you, Jenny McBurney from Nebraska, you too.

We'll be BBQ'in but it's a Bring Your Own Food style. Anything you want be to grill, just bring it over. Also bring soda/snacks etc. if you can, I don't have much of anything.

If anyone wants to come early that should be fine, just call and let me know in advance so I know you're coming.

Bring your own LAN Cables if you can. </td></tr><tr><td align=right colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:8pt; border-top: 2px solid #FF9900; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">

(4 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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<br> <table cellspacing=0 cellspacing=0 width=150 style="border: 0px; width:465px"><tr><td align=left valign=center colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:14pt; border-bottom: 2px solid #FF9900; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">9:54 pm - <b></b></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 valign=top <blockquote>This is Sarah. I am posting in Joes journal. I love him. </td></tr><tr><td align=right colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:8pt; border-top: 2px solid #FF9900; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">

(6 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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<br> <table cellspacing=0 cellspacing=0 width=150 style="border: 0px; width:465px"><tr><td align=left valign=center colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:14pt; border-bottom: 2px solid #FF9900; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">4:27 pm - <b></b></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 valign=top <blockquote>Got paid today...$640 bucks, only $200 of which has to go to paying bills/debts off...so I actually have a decent amount of money for once!

Decided to splurge a little in light of that today...bought the following:

Buffy The Vampire Slayer (X-Box)
Donnie Darko (DVD)
Cell Phone Belt Holster

Probably buying a new keyboard for my computer tonight too. w00t.

Only an hour or two until Sarah is here, yay!

current mood: excited
current music: Kelly Clarkson - A Moment Like This</td></tr><tr><td align=right colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:8pt; border-top: 2px solid #FF9900; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">

(1 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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Sarcastic FF X character selector

current mood: bored
current music: Our Lady Peace - A Story About A Girl</td></tr><tr><td align=right colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:8pt; border-top: 2px solid #FF9900; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">

(1 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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But I really dont want to wake her up, no matter what she said...

Sigh.

current mood: depressed
current music: Mamma Mia - The Winner Takes It All</td></tr><tr><td align=right colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:8pt; border-top: 2px solid #FF9900; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">

(5 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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<br> <table cellspacing=0 cellspacing=0 width=150 style="border: 0px; width:465px"><tr><td align=left valign=center colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:14pt; border-bottom: 2px solid #FF9900; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">1:18 am - <b></b></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 valign=top <blockquote>Flargh. Hate when I can't sleep. Too much on my mind. I miss Sarah.

Removed a bunch of people from my friends list...mostly for reasons that I don't talk to them really and dont pay much attention to their journals, or that I don't really consider them much of a friend for various reasons. If you happen to be one of them, well, sorry.

I don't want to be here right now. I want to be where I was 24 hours ago. I want to be in that moment forever.

current mood: gloomy
current music: Massive Attack - Angel</td></tr><tr><td align=right colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:8pt; border-top: 2px solid #FF9900; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">

(12 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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<br> <table cellspacing=0 cellspacing=0 width=150 style="border: 0px; width:465px"><tr><td align=left valign=center colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:14pt; border-bottom: 2px solid #FF9900; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">4:47 pm - <b></b></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 valign=top <blockquote>Quick update, a few random things from the last couple days:

Yesterday just sucked, from beginning to end. Plain and simple.

Tuesday on my way to class, I threw some change at a bum while I was driving by, and he almost got hit by a car trying to pick it up. I found that to be quite amusing.

I leave for Chico in about an hour. I'll be up there through monday evening. If anyone needs to get a hold of me, I will have my Palm Pilot with me and you can e-mail me on that, i'll be sure to check it once in a while. <mailto="lunar@palm.net">lunar@palm.net</a> is the address.

Have a safe labor day weekend everyone. </td></tr><tr><td align=right colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:8pt; border-top: 2px solid #FF9900; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">

(1 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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(3 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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<br> <table cellspacing=0 cellspacing=0 width=150 style="border: 0px; width:465px"><tr><td align=left valign=center colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:14pt; border-bottom: 2px solid #FF9900; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">9:10 am - <b>Dubbayew Tee Eff</b></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 valign=top <blockquote>California weather is so weird. Yesterday it was like 90 degrees at 10am. Today it's cloudy and cold as hell. Oh well, this is the weather I prefer anyways. </td></tr><tr><td align=right colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:8pt; border-top: 2px solid #FF9900; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">

(2 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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Update your lists accordingly, I wont be using LunarTranquility anymore. </td></tr><tr><td align=right colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:8pt; border-top: 2px solid #FF9900; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">

(10 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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I am here to fingerprint you...not to be your fucking psychologist. I want to get your printed and get you out of here...not listen to you vent about how you had domestic violence problems a year ago with your son and how you were addicted to painkillers.

fuck.

current mood: aggravated</td></tr><tr><td align=right colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:8pt; border-top: 2px solid #FF9900; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">

(2 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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(4 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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<br> <table cellspacing=0 cellspacing=0 width=150 style="border: 0px; width:465px"><tr><td align=left valign=center colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:14pt; border-bottom: 2px solid #FF9900; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">10:50 pm - <b></b></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 valign=top <blockquote>Fuckin' shady ass people piss me off. They say one thing and act one way to your face, and then turn around and talk shit and ignore you once they dont have any real reason to be nice to you anymore. I won't name anyone in particular, but you know who you are. You know.

current mood: pissed off
current music: Avril Lavigne - Things I'll Never Say</td></tr><tr><td align=right colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:8pt; border-top: 2px solid #FF9900; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">

(19 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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<br> <table cellspacing=0 cellspacing=0 width=150 style="border: 0px; width:465px"><tr><td align=left valign=center colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:14pt; border-bottom: 2px solid #FF9900; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">5:15 pm - <b></b></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 valign=top <blockquote>Ali! Megan! Briana! Hell...ANYONE! E-mail me on my Palm tonight and send e-mails back and forth with me while i'm in class, for the love of god! I'm gonna be bored out of my mind tonight and need someone to talk to.

lunar@palm.net

I'll be in class from 7-10 and i'll check my messages every few minutes.

current mood: bored
current music: DJ Sammy - Paradise of Love</td></tr><tr><td align=right colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:8pt; border-top: 2px solid #FF9900; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">

(1 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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<br> <table cellspacing=0 cellspacing=0 width=150 style="border: 0px; width:465px"><tr><td align=left valign=center colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:14pt; border-bottom: 2px solid #FF9900; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">4:54 pm - <b>Supplemental Post</b></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 valign=top <blockquote>LAN Party/Games Night. September 8th. My house. Shooting for a 7pm start time. WarCraft III, Super Smash Bros., HeroClix, Warhammer, etc. to be played. Internet access a possibility if someone is willing to bring a NAT box or Router. I'm also going to *try* to put together a Neverwinter Nights campaign before then...so we'll see if we can maybe get that going. Let me know if you're interested.

current mood: bored
current music: Linkin Park - Frgt/10</td></tr><tr><td align=right colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:8pt; border-top: 2px solid #FF9900; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">

(2 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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<br> <table cellspacing=0 cellspacing=0 width=150 style="border: 0px; width:465px"><tr><td align=left valign=center colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:14pt; border-bottom: 2px solid #FF9900; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">3:24 pm - <b>Recap</b></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 valign=top <blockquote>Quick recap of the last couple days...

Spent time with Sarah in Chico, met her roommate, explored town and campus, got treated like I went ot the school. Good fun. Was able to get this coming Monday off, so i'm going back for all of Labor day weekend.

Got home at about 1900 last night to have about 12 people show up for the pay-per-view which was awesome. Had a good betting pool going, $21 pot, which was split by Justin and Jeremy's girlfriend (who I can't remember the name of for the life of me). Shawn Michaels vs. HHH was an awesome match, and I completely marked out about HBK's return. Actually Jeremy and I must be the biggest marks ever after that match, we were screaming at the TV, that was good fun. Played some good ol' fashioned Smash Bros. afterwards.

Next couple days should suck quite a bit, but Friday through Monday is gonna rock, so I have something to look forward to.

current mood: bored
current music: Paul Van Dyk - Cristalle - Viframa</td></tr><tr><td align=right colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:8pt; border-top: 2px solid #FF9900; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">

(Rise Again )

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In other news, asthma attacks suck ass.

Sigh, it's only early Monday. When is Saturday gonna get here?

current mood: exhausted
current music: Savage Garden - To The Moon And Back</td></tr><tr><td align=right colspan=2 bgcolor=#AA0000 style="line-height:8pt; border-top: 2px solid #FF9900; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; color:black">

(6 Rose From The Ashes | Rise Again )

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